Had better weeks!

Regarding "Fit Floyd" I'm good; but emotionally and weather wise, I'm struggling!  Last week we were really blessed with BEAUTIFUL weather.  Mason wore shorts to school last Thursday and it was almost 80 degrees.  However, this morning when I woke up, it was 29 degrees!!!!!!  OMG!  I need spring to make a come back - NOW!

Emotionally, I'm dealing with a very sweet baby who is being removed from life support today.  If he can't sustain his own breathing and heart, the family has decided to let him go.  Lucas is a baby who was born within a week or so of Livie's birthday.  I met his mom (virtually), when we were both preggo on a Babycenter Birth Board.  She discovered the problems with his heart at her 20 week ultrasound but when he was born he came home within a few days and lived at home for a long while, without complications.  Around his 3rd month, he started with surgeries and has had a roller coaster battle since.  My prayers and heart are with this family as they struggle with this trial.  I also squeeze my little princess every night realizing just how very blessed I am!  I've had a very difficult time dealing with this little baby's battle.  I think about him almost constantly!  I hope for a positive outcome today <3

Food wise, I had an OK day yesterday.  I had my standard breakfast and we ordered out from Jason's Deli (yum) I had a salad with apples, grapes, dried fruit, feta and nuts...pretty yummy but probably way more calories then I usually eat at lunch.  For dinner I had 1/2 a hummus pita (dang other half got stuck in the toaster!) before aerobics.  Then when I got home, I had a veg burger.  I refused to do what I'd done to myself on Wednesday night - go to bed HUNGRY!  Wednesday was a light eating day for me and I think I was at least 400 calories short of my daily target.  Then I C25Ked and by the time I realized I needed to eat more it was 8pm and I have a strict rule about eating after 7p.  Anyway...I decided when I got home from Aerobics at 7:30 last night that I'd done the same thing but I didn't suck it up...I ate a Veg Burger. 

It is official, I will only be doing aerobics once a week...Thursday will be t-ball practice :)  I'll be sure to C25k on Thursday's though!

Today for lunch is a veg burger and dinner tonight will probably be a salad or soup from a restaurant...we're gonna eat out :)  Probably at Burtucci's or Il Forno. 

Prayers for Baby Lucas!

FYI - Livie Lou is 7 months old today!  I can't believe it!!!!