The decline started when I moved to my new job. I got busier and my schedule got crazier... That is a whole lot of excuses but the truth. I need to get back to where I was - desperately.
Here are my current issues...(get ready for more excuses):
1. I have bad feet and my pediatrist said I can't exercise for at least another 2 months. I have planters fasciitis and heel spurs in both feet (although the left is worse). I started cortisone treatments last week and they worked at first but the pain after this weekend was awful. I may need to have surgery... The pain is ridiculous :/
2. I don't even think about what I'm eating...I eat junk and feel tired all the time. I know I should be making better choices but my will power is at an all time low
3. I hate the way I look...my self esteem is also at an all time low.
4. Even before my feet were bad, I wasn't exercising.
5. I'm really disappointed in myself
6. My stress is insane #jobdrama #nokitchen #NOKITCHEN
7. I HAVE NO KITCHEN! My kitchen flooded 2 months ago and the insurance company and mortgage company have been giving us the runaround. We are FINALLY going to get work started next week :) Food has been interesting. I can't really cook at all. We grill alot and use my babycakes (you can see it on the counter), microwave and my darling SIL has allowed us to borrow her quesadilla maker (which we use for ALOT more than quesadilla :) 
(isn't it just beautiful??)
8. I've recently become really disappointed in some people in my life. #realfriends
Alright my dear April...
Time to get this show on the road.
Even if I can't exercise, I can start eating right...
Today started with my love COFFEE (XL DD w/ half and half) and some egg whites with spinach, ham and potatoes. Maybe not the BEST choice but better then the bacon egg and cheese bagel I really wanted :)
Note to self...start packing lunches :)
More to come later today...
I am hoping that if I start asking my dear blog to keep me honest...it could mean I can get back on track. #motivation
TTFN
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