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Wednesday, January 15, 2014

App Drama and What's Beautiful

I just typed an entire post about my UAWell program at work and the great group of people I work with but it got wiped out!!!!  one stroke of a key and the entire flipped post got wiped out!!!!  URGGG

I can't do it again...too pooped :)

I do honestly need to get more positive with myself.  I must stop being so hard on myself.  I've gotten pretty good about not saying negative things about my body out loud but I still think them constantly.  Why do I do this?  I feel pretty sometimes...  I think I have nice hair and a nice smile.  I can see some of what makes me beautiful in my daughter...She is the most beautiful little girl I've ever seen and everyone says we look just alike so I must be beautiful, right?!


When it is just a head shot I can see what could make me pretty.  However when I see myself in a mirror or if by some chance someone gets a full body photo I can't see anything but the flaws in my body and my weight.  It is hard for me to really think of myself as attractive when I think about or see my body...   My husband, bless his heart, doesn't agree with me.  He tells me I'm beautiful all the time...then why don't I believe it???  I really need to work on this...

Alright Debbie Downer has left the building :)  hehe

Today was pretty great and included egg whites with spinach and a wheat english muffin with a drizzle of honey.


Lunch was a salad with chicken, a little feta, chick peas, carrotts, beats and some croutons with some tahini dressing...Mmmmmmmm



Dinner was whole wheat pizza with ricotta, spinach and onions.  SO GOOD!!!


I hit the gym with Terri and did C25k and 5 minutes on the elliptical.  Sweating like a crazy person...workout DONE!!!  Felt great now I'm watching Furious 6 with hubby and will hit the sack early.  

Make the day great!!
TTFN





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